11/7/2017: josh johnsons
Ex-MLB pitcher Roy Halladay is trending because he died when his plane crashed into the ocean.
Suddenly, I notice that Josh Johnson is also trending. Josh Johnson was a big MLB pitcher who played (AND retired) at the same time as Roy Halladay:
Roy and Josh were often pitching against each other and anyone who followed MLB at the time knows they are synonymous with each other as two of the best pitchers of that period. Here is a quick example of how people spoke of them:
I thought perhaps Roy and Josh became friends, after retirement, and maybe he was on the same plane since BOTH their names were trending.
But, no. It’s not THAT Josh Johnson, it’s a DIFFERENT Josh Johnson. The Josh Johnson currently trending is an NFL Quarterback who hasn’t been in a game since 2013, which just happens to be the final year the other Josh Johnson and Roy Halladay both played baseball.
This OTHER Josh Johnson is trending because, out of the blue, on the same day Roy Halladay is found dead (the Roy Halladay who is synonymous with Josh Johnson, the MLB pitcher) he just magically happened to sign a new NFL contract with the Houston Texans.
A quarterback that hasn't even been in a game over the last 5 years? GIVE ME A FUCKING BREAK. There is something artificially intelligent/metaphysical going on:
Just think about it for a minute. Why did this happen? Who is making this happen? Who are these people? The celebs, the people pulling the strings, the universe itself? WHO ARE THEY AND WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT OF THIS ALL?
2/16/2018: bacon and aaron's ashes cereal
This morning I had an “in between sleep” moment before officially getting out of bed, where something pretty strange occurred.
My IBS moments (the scientific term is "hypnagogia") are often people saying interesting phrases or someone flashing a sign with words on it, or things along these lines. Here is a screenshot of my documentation the morning it happened, and the “NOTE”, which was added shorty after, mentioning a tweet that showed up on my feed:
Today is Friday and I do happen to have bacon on hand and I did plan on eating it this weekend, which is the only time of the week I cook a full breakfast. So, the idea that my IBS moment included bacon may refer to me getting ready to eat it.
And the fact that my IBS said I saw “Bacon and Aaron's Ashes Cereal” on a cereal box and then just minutes later a tweet mentions “weird new cereal” is just another typical, absurd happening in my reality.
Is someone actually going to experience eating my bacon through me? Are they going to be eating me in some way (my energy, either while awake or in the dream state)? I don’t really know what it all means, but just the fact that such a specific sync happened is more proof this place is a set up.
11/1/2016: where’s the beef?
At times, I believe my world and my body are influenced by entities who are “along for the ride” and experiencing life through me. These beings are shadowing me etherically or are somehow inside me, using me as a host.
These entities have their own tastes, likes, dislikes, etc. and they try to mentally persuade me to do what they want, eat what they want, etc. Through a combination of things including thoughts being projected into my head, real world NLP (neuro-linguistic programming), pains being inflicted on my body as “signs” to do or not to do something, disruptions to the world/tech around me, etc. they have the ability to influence the way I behave and the choices I make.
This entry is an example of one of those occasions and how whoever was inside me clearly didn't want to eat what I ordered for lunch.
Here is the initial order I made, which included an Italian Beef sandwich. I rarely eat beef, but ordered it today:
Here is the email telling me they were out of the beef sandwich and me telling them to cancel the order. I was pissed because I know when shit like this happens, it’s on purpose and just means someone on board (or someone, somewhere else, for some reason) didn’t want me to eat red meat:
I decide immediately to place another order, somewhere else, and get a hamburger (red meat) as part of my meal…mostly as a fuck you to the universe or to whoever is manipulating my reality:
Here is a screen shot of the time stamp of when the new order was placed:
IMMEDIATELY after I place the order, I notice this “retweet” is on my twitter feed and it came in the moment after I ordered the fucking hamburger:
(even though it says "3h", this was JUST was "retweeted" by the Onion)
Here is the original tweet that they were retweeting. Notice the time the tweet was made was 8:29am, which would mean I got my retweet tweet at around 11:30am RIGHT in the middle of me surfing Door Dash to create my order with the hamburger in it:
Clearly this was the reason THEY didn't want me to eat beef today. It probably means a vegetarian is "on board” and eating through me. I have no idea who these people/beings are or how they get on board to use my body, but I believe it’s happening and moments like this solidify it for me.
My first order with beef had to be cancelled. My second order with beef gets an immediate reaction, via technology, for my eyes to see. And, it’s about someone eating meat for the first time in years. This was all on purpose and directly related to me. I don’t care if you think that’s crazy.
9/25/2017: i’m a cannibal
I ate a SHITLOAD of red meat today. 3 beef Slim Jims, a chili dog, corned beef, pastrami. Normally, I avoid red meat because it messes my insides up:
The Slim Jims were bought at a 7-Eleven and I don't have the receipt as proof because I do not keep basic receipts like that, BUT I DO have the charge on that month's Chase statement. Anyone who knows anything about junk food in NYC, knows that shady 7-Eleven has all the different flavors of Slim Jims. I eat the Tabasco ones, about 4 times a year, as a guilty, gut killing, pleasure:
In the Chinese Zodiac, I’m actually an Ox (bull, cow, red meat). So, after cannibalizing many of "my own kind” today, this story suddenly showed up when I was surfing Flipboard:
BUT not only that. Later that evening, I will watch a new episode of the only TV show I follow. Normally I only watch TV for research purposes now, but Rick and Morty seems to help keep me grounded, even though I do still basic deflection techniques while watching. What was this new episode about?
(I had no idea what it was going to be about because I purposely avoid all previews, websites, etc, so to be surprised at what I watch, not that it matters considering my entire reality is being manipulated based on my thoughts and actions.)
Here is an excerpt from a Reddit discussion about the episode. I'm only posting this because I also currently have a distended belly, probably as a result eating my own brethren:
10/25/2017: wolfman lucky
I emailed my mom's common law husband, Dale “Lucky” Larson, yesterday for the first time in years simply to talk shit about him being Lucifer (a theory I have).
The next morning, I was up early after having gone to bed at 10:21pm the night before. I got up 7 hours 44 minutes later, at 6:06am. I know this because I document my sleep with audio and video each night.
As I’m on the shitter, an email reply from Lucky pops up in my gmail. Here is the email with the time stamp:
At the EXACT MINUTE I’m reading his email, which was about 6 minutes after it came into my email (because I was on the..um…shitter at the time), this tweet comes in on my Twitter feed:
Lucky JUST HAPPENS to be a Dog (wolf) in Chinese Zodiac. That tweet came in the exact second I’m reading his email? I don't question at all that it's somehow related directly to him and that this Chinese Zodiac nonsense is actually real…and that he’s a wolfman/monster.
The name that he goes by, which I now associate with Lucifer, even seems like a dog's name. “Come here, Lucky” “Lucky’s a good boy!”.
There is an absolute correlation between a dog and Lucifer. Feel free to listen to Kendrick Lamar rap about his own Lucifer experience and how Lucifer says he is Kendrick’s dog and all he has to do is give him love and then Kendrick will have whatever he wants:
What you want you: a house or a car?
Forty acres and a mule? A piano, a guitar?
Anything, see my name is Lucy, I'm your dog
Motherfucker, you can live at the mall
I can see the evil, I can tell it, I know it's illegal
I don't think about it, I deposit every other zero
Thinking of my partner, put the candy, paint it on the Regal
Digging in my pocket, ain't a profit big enough to feed you
Every day my logic get another dollar just to keep you
In the presence of your chico... Ah!
I don't talk about it, be about it, every day I sequel
If I got it then you know you got it, Heaven, I can reach you
Pet dog, pet dog, pet dog, my dog, that's all
I met Lucky right before I moved to NYC and became a multi-millionaire with "T-Shirt Hell”. I believe my new girlfriend at the time, Mika, was also part of it (I mention in the Lucifer entry I linked above that she had a father named Dale and that I met her when she answered an ad while I was living under the roof of another Dale (Lucky). It all corresponds. She’s also a dog in Chinese Zodiac.
All I had to do was give her attention/love and she acted as my dog and made it possible for me to be successful? I would believe anything at this point, if it adds up.
3/14/2017: bruce
I had a dream last night that involved Bruce Springsteen. I haven’t seen or heard anything about him in many months.
(I speak all my dreams out loud in the middle of the night because I have an audio and video recorded set up to make it easy to keep a record of them. I simply listen the next morning and document what I spoke out loud):
Just hours after documenting that dream, I will come to find that Jay BRUCE, the outfielder for my favorite team, the Mets, will start at first base today (not his normal position) for the first time in his Mets career.
I only found this out because I saw the post below on the one of the two Mets forums I frequent. Notice the title of the thread:
Obviously “The Boss” is being used as a nickname for Jay Bruce and is referencing Bruce Springsteen, whose nickname is The Boss.
Here’s an article about the game, not that it's important. It’s just pointing out that it was his debut at 1B:
So, I have a dream about Bruce Springsteen and on the same day, a player from the team I follow, with the name last name Bruce, is in the news because he's suddenly going to start at 1B, something he's never done before? AND he is being referred to as "The Boss" on the forum I go to? It’s all on purpose and being coordinated by whatever/whoever is running this shit show.
The following 3 posts, from different dates, all reference Rachel McAdams, who seems to show up in my reality based on me thinking about her:
11/29/2016: rachel adams
I gave actress Rachel McAdams a decent amount of energy/thought over the last couple days as I watched one of her movies (Time Traveler's Wife). She’s always been one of a handful of actresses that I dig, even though I have no idea who these celebs/ghosts really are and they often times seem too masculine to be actual females.
I’m waiting for two Amazon packages to arrive today and, for some reason (I mean, I know everything is on purpose, but I’m just saying it like it’s not), the moment I look outside my window for the FIRST TIME today, I see an Amazon delivery guy in a grey shirt clearly holding two packages. I don’t bother greeting him, because I know he was there on purpose. He ends up throwing the packages on my front deck.
I grab the packages a minute later and one of them isn't mine. It’s addressed to someone on Indiana Ave. (not my street), with the name “Rachel Adams”.
Good one.
Just a day after I gave Rachel McAdams some attention, BOOM, a package accidentally arrives at my place with an extremely similar name written on it?
I begin to look up the address in google and suddenly hear my CORRECT PACKAGE hit the deck of the balcony and run out and make sure I give the guy the incorrect package back. He acts like he’s not a robot or an actor and thanks me for getting it back to him as if the entire thing wasn't a set up.
(unfortunately what happened happened so quickly that I didn’t think to take a picture of the incorrect box address label, but making any of this shit up would probably be the lamest thing a person could do (I mean, MORE lame than creating an entire website to provide proof to his "in denial" family members about the this terrible reality).
11/26/2017: red eye rachel
I was thinking about Rachel McAdams today while reading Time Traveler’s Wife, which was the first time I’ve thought about her in many months. You can see the purchase date of the Kindle book, November 21 (It usually takes me a week or two to finish a book):
SUDDENLY there she is, in my Twitter feed (in a post from one of onlt 12 accounts I follow):
Of course it’s completely absurd for techcrunch to SUDDENLY be mentioning a movie from 2005, called Red-Eye. I know from my decoding the television that Rachel and the color red go hand in hand as she likes to eat “blood/red” energy and resonates masculine. Her first big role was “mean girls”, where she is eating other girls alive.
Red = root chakra = baby (blood). She is trying to establish if I’m a red eyed fan FOR HER and if I will give her my blood. She is looking for a “baby” to devote himself/herself to her. And, since I’ve been thinking about her today, she is suddenly thrust into my reality and trying to establish how I really feel about her. Am I red-eyed towards her or am I not exactly passionate about her? It’s the latter, FYI.
2/6/2018: soylent green
Today is Tuesday and I’m purposely not going outside because I don’t give a fuck about collecting colors (green/pink) or whatever I’m supposed to do today because it’s “heart chakra” day.
I suddenly see this post on Flipboard:
Soylent obviously conjures the phrase “Soylent GREEN” and Rachel McAdams, who I KNOW eats the color red (based on my prior TV deflection research) is saying “green” is not going to happen, while she is wearing the red, Santa (Satan) hat.
Green represents the heart chakra. She is not looking to give green/heart energy or to receive it. She is looking for someone to give her red/blood or vice versa.
That was at 10:39am and now it’s 2:51pm and I still have not gone outside. I decided to peek out the peep hole on my door, the only time I’ve looked outside in any way today, and look at what’s planted directly in my view:
The universe/simulation is trying really hard to get me my greens today.
11/12/2017: city of...
I decide to open the Book Of Mormon that was in my hotel nightstand and just flip to any random page and read the first thing my finger lands on. You know, to see if I get some kind of mystical insight or funny message from the "universe" (I was raised by new age parents who did this kind of thing).
I open the book, fan the pages, and land on some random page.
I begin reading on the top right corner of the right side page and it goes along a number of words and and I don’t really feel like it’s one of those magical random reads where you get some kind of message. BUT SUDDENLY, at the end of the passage (go head and read it, top right of the pic below):
I know this seems staged, but why would I waste time doing something like that? My site has hundreds of examples of the insane reality I go through. I didn’t have any idea the Book or Mormon even mentions the name Aaron at any time. This was just another example of how FAST things work and how everything seems to be synced and on purpose.
12/23/2015: some light (rail)
Lately, I’m purposely not giving energy to anyone. No conversation, no contact, not even going outside or looking at food delivery people (I have them leave my food at the door). I feel that I'm being used in some metaphysical way, so the less interaction, the better.
Today I ordered food and it seemed like my delivery guy was located in my building lobby for a long time according to the tracking map I follow online. His icon was just sitting there, in my lobby, for minutes. I began to get pissed off but purposely wouldn’t call him or give any energy to the situation because I didn’t want to allow THEM to eat me, so to speak.
Suddenly this tweet comes in right before I hear a knock at the door:
(notice the timestamp of 12:02)
So, I hear the knock and assume it's finally the delivery guy. I go to the door and say out loud, from behind the door, what I normally say when getting a food delivery: “please leave the food at the door, I’ll get it in a minute”.
I get no verbal response so I just assume he’ll leave it there and be on his way.
I wait a few seconds just to make sure the guy has walked away (without looking out the peep hole, because I do not want to see someone flashing color at me or people walking by, etc. because I feel like this kind of thing happens on purpose).
Suddenly there is another knock on the door. I'm angry and say my "LEAVE IT" command even louder....and I still hear no response back.
Then there is ANOTHER knock and I scream the message again and then hear the guy mumbling something at the door and I realize he clearly has down syndrome or some other fake bullshit. He keeps mumbling and seems lost.
I am now FORCED to look out the peep hole and I see the guy is definitely holding my food, so I yell to him to LEAVE IT AT THE DOOR and he is just staring straight at me through the hole, with no response, and no action.
I yell it again and suddenly he begins to motion with his arms while holding the food in a downward motion as if he is physically asking “put down?”. I see that and say YES really loudly and he finally puts the food down and goes away.
You can see from this receipt that the food was delivered at 12:07, just a few minutes after that tweet above came in:
So, this entire "complicated" interaction clearly happened on purpose...and there was even a tweet immediately beforehand to let it be known that it was about to take place. They (whoever THEY are) were "moving forward with complicated scheme to get some light". The “light” is from me, from my eyes, from my energy.
They want me to shine on them, to look at them, to give them attention. But I have purposely been staying inside without looking at or interacting with anyone. They were unable to get me to open the door, but I was forced to look at this guy through the peep hole eventually, so I guess that's something. The tweet even mentioned West Hollywood, which is directly next to where I am currently located.
I mean, the sentence itself was something that was just ludicrous. To “get some light rail”? It’s just an odd way to say that West Hollywood wants to have the Light Rail subway system constructed in its area.
2/14/2017: kellyanne conway
It’s a Tuesday, which I believe is represented by the heart chakra and the color green (and pink, which goes within green, in the center). As mentioned in my other entries, I’ve come to believe that one of the biggest keys to this reality is the chakra system and that collecting the 7 colors on the corresponding days of the week is to prove I’m human (HUE-man).
[further explanation of the "chakra days” theory]
It’s absurd and I don’t find it enjoyable at all, nor do I try to do anything to correspond with how I am supposed to activate each chakra. I am an unwilling participant who is trying his best to not participate.
Today is green day, and I've been seeing very blatant flashing of green/pink all day but this is a ridiculously obvious example:
She’s not only wearing pink, she’s pointing directly at green in what is a completely blatant “designation of color” for my eyes to see. I only follow 10 accounts on twitter (out of over 300 million possibilities), so it’s not like I get thousands of tweets a day. I only get dozens.
This tweet came in right after a period of time that I’ve been particularly positive towards this person, Kellyanne, who works for Donald Trump. I believe this entire reality is a sham and I don’t trust any of it. So, as a result, I'm not negative towards the people you're "supposed" to be negative towards.
Kellyanne has been in the news a lot lately and I didn’t judge her negatively, when everyone else was. I even felt that I knew her in some way, maybe in some past life.
So her pointing at the green was “gifting” me green. Giving me the “green light”, so to speak. The heart chakra represents unconditional love and forgiveness. I have no idea if I have some kind of past life relationships with the various entities around me, or in the news, but to me this was clearly Kellyanne flashing me green…on green day.
After receiving the tweet above, 30 minutes later I was surfing AboveTopSecret, one of only three forums I surf online, and I noticed this post:
(the time stamp is 3 hours later than it actually was (3:20pm) because I have never set the time zone to PST on the forum)
So, right after I see Kellyanne, in pink, pointing at green, which absolutely coincides with heart chakra/love Tuesday, someone is saying she said “love you”.
I'm definitely white, but I’m not a white nationalist, but that’s beside the point. This shit is just blatantly obvious to me. She showed up in that tweet, which is a form of her “tweeting TO me” and she was flashing the colors of love (heart chakra).
Someone also posted this comment in that Above Top Secret thread:
And, IMMEDIATELY as I read that comment, the song in my iTunes shuffle sang “bye bye love, bye bye love”, by the Cars, another C/K connection (Cars, Kellyanne) that corresponds with C/K being a pair in my Alphabet Wheels theory. I don’t have proof of the song playing but why would I make something like that up, at this point?
I ponder that this whole thing has something to do with me representing the letter A (Aaron), which is also Alcohol (so many of these Trump people look like alcoholics or former alcoholics). I may be some kind of physical representation of drinking and it’s possible many people are trying to forgive me/let me go/give me up.
Kellyanne may be one of those people. She flashed me the “green light” and the “love you” and then someone said “Kellyanne looks like she’s ready to be put out of her misery” (as if she is letting go).
All I know is that soon after the day this all occurred, Kellyanne would completely disappear from the media for a long period of time. SNL even did a skit about it:
12/10/2012: how many of you want one of these?
I saw a post earlier today with the headline: “how many of you want one of these?” showing a pic of a new Nexus phone. This is the post:
A little later in the day, the post was re-posted but something wasn't quite right about the phone this time:
I know this is happening on purpose. And it has NOTHING to do with “human error” or the actual company fucking around. I’ve been getting a number of clues in my reality about dogs and babies. Virtually everything I see on TV and many things online are referencing dogs or babies.
I have no idea why and can only assume my body is being inhabited by entities who want to see how I feel about babies....or who want to see babies through my eyes. I don’t know the real reason, but It’s creepy as hell and it feels like I’m trapped in a lighthearted nightmare.
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