12/23/2015: some light (rail)
Lately, I’m purposely not giving energy to anyone. No conversation, no contact, not even going outside or looking at food delivery people (I have them leave my food at the door). I feel that I'm being used in some metaphysical way, so the less interaction, the better.
Today I ordered food and it seemed like my delivery guy was located in my building lobby for a long time according to the tracking map I follow online. His icon was just sitting there, in my lobby, for minutes. I began to get pissed off but purposely wouldn’t call him or give any energy to the situation because I didn’t want to allow THEM to eat me, so to speak.
Suddenly this tweet comes in right before I hear a knock at the door:
(notice the timestamp of 12:02)
So, I hear the knock and assume it's finally the delivery guy. I go to the door and say out loud, from behind the door, what I normally say when getting a food delivery: “please leave the food at the door, I’ll get it in a minute”.
I get no verbal response so I just assume he’ll leave it there and be on his way.
I wait a few seconds just to make sure the guy has walked away (without looking out the peep hole, because I do not want to see someone flashing color at me or people walking by, etc. because I feel like this kind of thing happens on purpose).
Suddenly there is another knock on the door. I'm angry and say my "LEAVE IT" command even louder....and I still hear no response back.
Then there is ANOTHER knock and I scream the message again and then hear the guy mumbling something at the door and I realize he clearly has down syndrome or some other fake bullshit. He keeps mumbling and seems lost.
I am now FORCED to look out the peep hole and I see the guy is definitely holding my food, so I yell to him to LEAVE IT AT THE DOOR and he is just staring straight at me through the hole, with no response, and no action.
I yell it again and suddenly he begins to motion with his arms while holding the food in a downward motion as if he is physically asking “put down?”. I see that and say YES really loudly and he finally puts the food down and goes away.
You can see from this receipt that the food was delivered at 12:07, just a few minutes after that tweet above came in:
So, this entire "complicated" interaction clearly happened on purpose...and there was even a tweet immediately beforehand to let it be known that it was about to take place. They (whoever THEY are) were "moving forward with complicated scheme to get some light". The “light” is from me, from my eyes, from my energy.
They want me to shine on them, to look at them, to give them attention. But I have purposely been staying inside without looking at or interacting with anyone. They were unable to get me to open the door, but I was forced to look at this guy through the peep hole eventually, so I guess that's something. The tweet even mentioned West Hollywood, which is directly next to where I am currently located.
I mean, the sentence itself was something that was just ludicrous. To “get some light rail”? It’s just an odd way to say that West Hollywood wants to have the Light Rail subway system constructed in its area.