10/18/2017: holy tolyville (:18)
RS, 1h28: “a ba ba ba ba. Holy Tolyville. Hooo. Hmm. Wow!”
thoughts: I've never heard the word Tolyville. The closest thing I can find with a google search is a street named Tholeville Rd., in Illinois.
7/28/2017: wolfgarden (:30)
(?), 1h11: “Wolfgarten! (laughter). “Wolf garden? What the fuck is the name?” “Wolfgarden” “I’m in a fucking hotel? Are am I not like, same fucking room again. Just, you know, you know, something slightly different. What the hell’s going on?”
(Wolfgarten is a town in Germany) https://de.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wolfgarten) but this may also be code for wolf (yellow) (garden) (green) as in colors they detect from me)
thoughts: This was my first night in a hotel (in Seattle), after moving out of a loft in Venice, where I lived for a year. The guy speaking through me says "same fucking room again, something slightly different". I have no idea if this is just some entity that resides in this hotel (it's a modern hotel that was just built) or he is someone who is jumping from various bodies in various hotels.
7/10/2016: shutters on the beach (:40)
sleep position and time unknown: "(?). Ok, it’s in my room. Shh…Shutters on The Beach, room….”
thoughts: This was in 2016 when I was staying at Shutters on the Beach in Santa Monica. I don't believe it's me talking. I believe someone is speaking through me and trying to tell someone/something else where I'm located in the hotel. I never say a room number at the end, though.
11/1/2017: there’s no evil info (:27)
BL, 1h39: “get the fuck out of here! NO NO NO. Wipe clean. Comfortably clean (in weird intonation). There’s no information, there’s no evil info. There’s no bad info. There’s no INFO. Jeez”
thoughts: I feel that this person is saying they can't find any info or "keys" about me, which they are going to somehow use while I'm dreaming, to affect my dream in order to extract energy from me. It's possible he can't find any info because I rarely interact with people anymore and when I watch TV, I am only doing it as research and am constantly "deflecting" (moving my eyes around, never letting them hypnotize me, hence not being able to suddenly shadow me). It's possible it doesn't have to do with this at all, though.
7/10/2016: financers (:27)
sleep position and time unknown: (my hand seemingly patting uncontrollably around my bed) “???? Why I keep hitting this thing, keep hitting my legs...now? My feet are answering my hand right now. Like, I’m a hit the top of bed. Financers.”
thoughts: Weird stuff, right there. I guess it's possible our body parts are separate entities (Evil Dead 2, anyone?). Saying financers (financiers?) at the end is pretty funny though.
9/19/2016: who cares? (:12)
sleep position and time unknown: “Who cares?" (in weird accent) “Get swept up or wiped up or vacuumed up” (spoken in different voice, immediately after)
thoughts: Two different people, followed by one seemingly talking about how someone or some place will be cleaned. That second voice reminds me of my brother Donald.
1/23/2017: took the bad and the ugly (:22)
sleep position and time unknown: “Two hours ago. Hmmm. Hmm. Took the bad and the ugly." “Good”
thoughts: Seems like someone is saying they took two different kinds of pills or metaphoric pills. The "good" at the end seems like a different person responding to the person who took the pills. It IS interesting that the 3 main words would make up "the good, the bad, and the ugly" if rearranged.
3/13/2017: there’s nobody, It’s all a lie (:17)
sleep position and time unknown: (pat on bed) "And nothing. There’s nobody. (?) It’s all a lie."
thoughts: Whoever was inside me was feeling the other side of the bed to see if someone else was there beside me, and there wasn’t anybody, so he is saying it was a lie. Someone told him there would be someone besides me? I have no idea who this guy expected to find.
7/18/2017: dance with me, teacher (:15)
BL, 40min: “Here, come here, come here, come with me…come dance with me. Dance with me, teacher. It’s because of me (whispered)."
thoughts: Sounds pretty hot. Maybe this person saying "it's because of me" is some "essence" that resides in me, which makes me as awesome as I am, hence he's trying to take the credit for it...while trying to get his teacher to dance with him.
3/23/2017: whatever senses are necessary (:16)
(?) 47m: “Whatever senses are necessary. Feeling, touching, smelling, eatin’.”
thoughts: Fascinating. I really am curious where some of these beings who seem to speak through me are residing. This person is clearly talking about human senses but I really have no idea in what context.
3/20/2017: same fucking motherfuckers (:34)
sleep position and time unknown: “No no no no no, not that. (weird mouth noise). Ughh. Same fucking motherfuckers. Ohh…YOUUUU. Youuuuuu” (said in very angry tone)
thoughts: This person seems to be unhappy about ending up in my body again. That's my best guess.
4/29/2017: follow their instructions (:22)
BR, 3h1: “oh yeah. Just a reminder, follow their instructions. Schwer (?)"
thoughts: This person is telling someone else to remember to follow some kind of instructions to assist in whatever these beings are doing with me. I know I've gotten some clues that these "out of body" entities who seem to end up "in me" while I'm sleeping/dreaming, are being given verbal (or symbolic) instructions on where they are/who they are inhabiting/invading.
12/27/2016: just get paid (:19)
sleep position and time unknown: “oh….what’s that? Say what? Right. Just get paid, (that’s all?).”
thoughts: Clearly someone talking to someone else who seems to be residing in an etheric dimension in my room. The use of "say what?" is not a phrase I would or have ever used. But he uses it and seems to hear something in response. "Just get paid" is also pretty fucked up. No idea what they are getting paid for that involves crossing over into my body/reality while I'm asleep at night.
10/10/2016: just an angle (:34)
sleep position and time unknown: “Hey. Hey, man, I’m telling you man..this is uh….whatever this view is that I’m staring at right now, it’s beautiful. This is why this..this..view is beautiful. It’s beautiful by itself. I’m not looking at any faces. It’s just an angle (ankle?)."
thoughts: Not sure who this person is, but I happen to agree that having people as part of the view is unnecessary. I prefer having not a single person around when I am forced to interact outside. But I really have no clue what he's actually looking at and I'm sure it has nothing to do with what I just wrote.
11/18/2016: pheeee o nomenon (:20)
sleep position and time unknown: “yeah that he’s a a PHEEEE O nomenon and the colors are programmable.” (Spoken in weird intonation.)
thoughts: Very interesting. That's all I got.
12/30/16:
(Sleep Talk) (Not sure why no recording) I seem to wake at one point during night and reach over to other side of bed to feel if someone is there and I say “that person isn’t there anymore..damn it” (as if someone else is in my body and they expect someone to be on the other side of the bed (almost as if they’ve been going from bed to bed and ended up in mine and it’s just me) (or if I was in his body in the dream state and he was using my energy to help him fuck someone):
thoughts: Fairly typical example of someone who seems to be hopping from bed to bed, body to body and interacting with "other people" who may also be in the bed with them. I've suspected people are constantly being inhabited by beings who are experiencing through them. You may not be the only person screwing your wife, is what I'm trying to say. There may be someone/someones else inside you while you're doing it.
1/14/2017: schwarzenegger (:19)
sleep position and time unknown: “(?) (?) What’s up girls? Schwarzenegger."
thoughts: No Idea, but I do know that while I've been working with this page and these recordings, for the first time in a while, there was suddenly news of Arnold Schwarzenegger recovering from heart surgery and literally being quoted as saying "I'm back" (as in "I'll be back"). He's back because I've seen or said his name like 10 times while editing these recordings over the last week (end of March, beginning of April, 2018). I know how this shit works.
2/4/2017: sailing dishwasher (:28)
sleep position and time unknown: “sail away, you hear it? No sailing! (delayed laughter). Sailing dishwasher.”
thoughts: It's as if the person inside of me thought they woke up on a sailboat because of the noise in ears (my white noise sounds like water), but then he decided it must just be a dishwasher running.
2/15/2017: christmas super pros (:33)
BR, 1h: “fuckin…christmas super pros, (en)tire building little lurk (lit alert?) (lead alert?) about an hour ago. Completely empty, nothing, nobody. People (hug..?) people going to the wrong place, uhm just not 6.”
thoughts: Sometimes it's hard to figure much of it out. Sounds like this guy is pretty confused too.
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