4/13/2017: why am I listening…what is that? (:49)

(?) 2h23: “why am I listening…what is that? Who’s? Mm, hm, hm…myself. This is horrible. You want it’s…comment….hm. Ey. (clicking noise of my white noise headphones being turned back on). Alright, alrighty.” (as I turn to my side to go back to sleep).

thoughts: I believe this person, who seems to be inhabiting my body, is confused by the white noise playing in my/his ears, when he awakens in my bed/body. I use white noise in my headphone each night to block out all outside noise.

I then believe he was told by someone, who is projecting information into his brain, to shut up. And when he said “myself” it wasn’t really me, he was just trying to act like it was me to cover up him having said “what am I listening to?”.

It just feels to me to be someone trying to act like it's me, so that when I see/hear it later, I will be fooled into believing it was just me and is harmless. But, clearly I would not awaken surprised to hear the white noise I have used for years playing in my own ears.

KEY:

RS = right side
LS = left side
B = on back, head straight
BL = on back, head tilted left
BR = on back, head tilted right
h, m = hour and minute.

(So, 1h37m means the event happened at 1 hour and 37 minutes after I laid down.)